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Yes, I hate it... I stopped drawing things a long time ago and replaced it with painting, piano, hell even writing... I mean.. I suppose I'm -okay-. I can draw some at least... but... looking back at the drawings that I thought I did okay on, I see issues on ALL of them.
Sooo many things are out of proportion. Some things that if I even tried to alter would just.... be too drastic for the picture itself to handle. So much would have to be erased.

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I don't know why I've spent so much time trying to draw. I've never taken an art class and have no concept of proportion, really... I need to take one one day... a figure drawing class would be nice. : / I mean I have some pretty good shit here and there, but I have so many issues when it comes to drawing bodies all the time. Ugh.
Nonetheless... lately, I've been focusing a lot on, well, writing. I'm probably better at writing than I am drawing. Despite, it's not really as though I'm gonna post my writings anywhere.

I suck at life. >=[ I have nobody really watching my art cuz it sucks anyhow. Bah. I need an intervention. Or. Maybe I should just forget about it. I don't know. I've been too busy with college the past year or so anyway to bother with drawing anyway... aside from in my notes.... ._.

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Anyhow. That's all I really wanted to say. ...now I'm wondering where some of my journal entries went. o_o *pokepoke* Is that really all?? *stares at Journal History* Where did all those random story entries I had go? >:C I didn't delete them did I ?? Hm. I hope not. Wtf. *wanders off to figure this out*